Death, dying, afterlife

This is SO true. It has been about a year and a half since my dad passed away and I am still grieving. Not the crying type of grieving but a deep ache that his passing has left me with.

It is like a pit of grey mist that is swirling around in that empty crater where my father once was and it just brings home the fact of how much I miss him, how much I relied on him, how much I valued talking to him about things I can't talk about with others.

I was with him until 2022, we knew one another well and his insight was amazing and the stories he told me of when he was growing up in Switzerland made me long even more for a relatively simpler way of life.

Without my dad I feel lost and adrift.

I miss my mom too whom I lost last September and while we got along well enough we drifted apart yet I still miss her...

That sort of ache, for me anyways, is not going to just one day disappear...and the worst part of it for me is that there is no one there to try and fill that empty crater, no other family members to step in and help.

It hurts in ways that an outside observer will never really understand at a deeper level.

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RuneWitch August 16, 2024 at 3:15pm
Idushka* March 4, 2023 at 3:11pm
- Rebecca > Idushka* June 2, 2024 at 1:49pm
  
  This is SO true. It has been about a year and a half since my dad passed away and I am still grieving. Not the crying type of grieving but a deep ache that his passing has left me with.
  
  It is like a pit of grey mist that is swirling around in that empty crater where my father once was and it just brings home the fact of how much I miss him, how much I relied on him, how much I valued talking to him about things I can't talk about with others.
  
  I was with him until 2022, we knew one another well and his insight was amazing and the stories he told me of when he was growing up in Switzerland made me long even more for a relatively simpler way of life.
  
  Without my dad I feel lost and adrift.
  
  I miss my mom too whom I lost last September and while we got along well enough we drifted apart yet I still miss her...
  
  That sort of ache, for me anyways, is not going to just one day disappear...and the worst part of it for me is that there is no one there to try and fill that empty crater, no other family members to step in and help.
  
  It hurts in ways that an outside observer will never really understand at a deeper level.
Idushka* March 4, 2023 at 2:57pm
Liane July 15, 2021 at 4:46pm

Lost my mom a month ago I miss her so much
Idushka* June 23, 2021 at 3:38am
Idushka* June 23, 2021 at 3:34am
Idushka* October 19, 2020 at 11:33am
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  RuneWitch > Idushka* February 17, 2021 at 3:29pm
  
  Appsolutely kool picture.
Zaria Acacia September 11, 2020 at 12:23pm

I would absolutely say yes Rune Witch....

We have pets that visit us...moreso my hubby,because he is in tune,moreso than I these days..